open your eyes.

BISMILLAHIRRAHMANIRRAHIM.

Alhamdulillah, i got the chance to live & breathe on HIS land.

I know & I realize that I rarely update my blog because most of the time I forgot to do it, =.='

But let's talk about something else, a situation that most of us will realize that we are so LUCKY in many ways. & most of us ignored it just because we see people who have probably a little more than what we have, & then we felt short. We fall behind, we feel down.

But hey, take a look around.

& take a good look at yourself. Are you that different from everybody around you? Are you judging yourself ONLY from your physical appearance? Well, now you can STOP!!!

As a muslim, the TAQWA & IMAN of a person that matters most to Allah, no matter how bad he/she may look, because Allah creates all human being beautiful, & even HIM like beautiful things. & bear in mind people, beautiful is VERY,VERY, SUBJECTIVE!

They lies in the eyes of the beholder. =)))

So fret not, I am certainly doesn't have the prettiest face on Earth, but I am here because ALLAH has destined me to do something good here, & so are you.

As long as you have your faith in HIM, HE will be there for you no matter how worst things might turnout in the end.

Whenever you feel down, just remember, ALLAH kan ada. =)))

Just have faith people, & never lose hope. InsyaAllah, there will be light in the end of the dark tunnel.

-thewronged&humbledservantofHIM-

~ I N S P I R A T I O N ~

ASSALAMUALAIKUM.

today's entry revolves around my perspectives on somebody that i'm in debt forever, because of many things he gave me, which i'll treasure for the rest of my life...

MAJID BIN MAAROF.

He is nobody to many people, but to me, he's one of the man i've looked up to during my early years of childhood. well, living with him for quite number of years was clearly the biggest influence but the dedication he put in everything he does, the way he treats people earns him respects of those around him but never once gamble his principle on life. he may not have all the money in the world. the hardship have taught him on becoming a better person and how he tried his best to make us understand better of this complicated little world we live in.

WHO is this Majid? he is my beloved grandpa which already passed away but living a legacy of spirited souls behind him to make us realize that even though life falls hard on you, even there are dark clouds in front of you coming, try hard to fight the odds and try hard to find the lights.

He taught me and the rests of our family members. and the most important thing is : to have faith in ALLAH in both good and bad times...

ATUK, i owe you a big favour of this lessons you gave me and only ALLAH can repay your kindness...

-ALFATIHAH-

uni life!

assalamualaikum...

here to meet, again!

it' been (this time around i'm not sure =p) quite some time...

even though the finals are sooo000ooo near, i just couldn't resist to write after such a long time...

life here in uni is 360 degrees totally different than before, or i'm the one who just bragging? haha, i couldn't make it out either, but one thing for sure is TIME does fly so, so, so, so,........ fast! i couldn't even believe that the first semester is almost over, with all the new friends, assignments, fieldwork, + emotional ups & downs that definitely colored my life, but this small, unimportant things that sometimes shape us into something that we couldn't understand ourselves...

aha, i just remember what my brother's said about me being busy, & that's weird because i always known to become a busy fella (self-conscious statement =p).

i know that those co-curricular activities wasn't any important, but i couldn't resist the temptation of participating into some kind of activity, especially in college ... huhu

but what is more important for me is to strike a BALANCE, pray for me to have it...

:)

every challenge you face is another door to explore your new talents and potentials, so let's embrace it with a high spirit & soul!

FINALLY!

assalamualaikum....

another entry yet to be written, of course by me!

it's about 8 months since i last posted an entry, therefore i vow to write more on my blog [ eventhough i don't think people would even care i'm posting an entry or not, haha doesn't matter anyway :] ]

it's good to see your thoughts written, as if it reflects my personality...

because i think we can see people personality seen through the way they write, and sometimes, even speaking.

okay, enough about that.

now, it's time to change the mind-setting on the world, as i'm now entering the new chapter of my life, yet ~ UNIVERSITY!

totally will be challenging, tough & crazy roller-coaster ride, but i hope i'm ready...

insyaAllah....

:]

beneath it all. . .

BISMILLAHIRRAHMANIRRAHIM...

salaam!

it's been ages since i last wrote on my blog!

well, my result for the first semester was very frustrating...letting down the hope of your loved ones was really breaking me to pieces...

when i look at the result all by myself, i didn't feel anything yet..... but the hardest part is yet to come : telling my parents the awful truth that i didn't get quite a good result...

the feeling this time around was a bit different as the result is quite crucial for the courses that i'm going to take, but things doesn't come out the way i wanted it to be...

at first, i called abah...

my tears already flowing down even before i got to speak to him, and i was too sad at that moment...its like the world has gone against me...

but abah as usual was very relaxed and even questioned me about the necessities of crying at that particular moment... he seems not to care about the result at all, just telling me to calm and relax.......

and surprisingly, only a single phone call is needed for me to be calm and relax... because i know in the end of the day, my family will be the one to catch me every single time i fall...

no matter how bad the fall is, no matter how far i have fall into, there will always be somebody who will help me, making it through the tough days ahead...

because i know they are the one who accepts me no matter what...

with this opportunity also, i would like to thank the persons beside my family members who help me through that day, my beloved roommates who consoles me in the time of my need...and pai as well, thanks guys...

now i have thousands of opportunity lies in front me, i just have to work a bit harder for this new semester so that i won't be missing anything!

~ALLAH GIVES ME THE TEST BECAUSE HE KNOWS I CAN HANDLE IT WELL, AND THERE'S DEFINITELY SOMETHING GOOD COMING IN THE FUTURE...IT'S JUST THAT I CAN'T SEE IT RIGHT NOW...~

INSYAALLAH, i'm going to try my very best to get what i want, because of HIM!

-519N1N9 0FF-

bismillahirrahmanirrahim...

salaam....

there's been a lot of things going on:

~mr taufiQ's conv0 [ congrats bro! ]

~muet.... [ r u ready? insyaALLAH! :) ]

~semester 2 coming up!!!

+ a few things that is quite confidential that i can't mention here [ sorry! ]

when i think back about all the stuff that has happens [regarding how big or small it is ], i should always be grateful with whatever i'm having right now...

i know that what i'm having right now maybe not as good as what other people are having but knowing that you have the persons that will always have your back no matter what is the most important thing in the whole wide world!

they maybe have some flaws here & there, but we should embrace people with what they are...especially our loved ones, because no matter how bad they are acting to you, in the end they are still your blood...

okay, enough with the emotional part..., now its time for me to get ready for a new semester that surely will bring a lot more surprises, challenges, & insyaALLAH successes along the way!

2 all my loved ones [ my dearly family, relatives & loyal friends ],

thanks for sticking with me throughout the journey,

even though we are far apart & rarely get the chance to meet up,

it doesn't mean you are not in my heart....

wish me luck for my muet & exam results!

519n1n9 0ff... :]

i'm g0ing away...

devastated, sad, ashamed is among the emotion that i felt when i realize that i didn't get the university offer.....

maybe, i hang my hope t00 high in the sky i guess....i even questioned myself:
CAN I SURVIVE THE MATRICULATION?
WHAT IF I FAIL?
WHAT IF CAN'T GET A GOOD RESULT?
HOW AM I GOING TO CONTINUE MY STUDIES IF EVERYTHING WENT WRONG?
(P/S: i get a matriculation offer in changlun, kedah )

all this (-)ve thoughts streaming into my mind, but suddenly i was stunned!

i reminded myself that i should take things (+)vely, because i know that ALLAH will not give His slave things that they can't handle.
& i believe that everything happen for a reason, a reason that only ALLAH knows.
His my creator, thus He knows what is the best for His slave.
Maybe, He wants me to take this as a challenge, to enlighten my spirit to pursue my greatest dream........

i also doesn't have to make a choice whether to go to university or matriculation, like most of my friends who have to decide which path they want to take.
i will not have to make the hard decision that they have to make,
definitely, this event has its own HIKMAH.......

HOPEFULLY, I WILL GET TO ACHIEVE MY AMBITION, TO BECOME A HUMBLE SERVANT OF ALLAH THAT CAN MAKE USE FULL OF MY POTENTIAL TO HELP PEOPLE,
INSYAALLAH...

env1ousness....

SALAM.........

envy?

memang aku cemburukan org lain...

mereka semua dapat apa yg mereka idamkan,

dari keputusan peperiksaan yg cemerlang,

hingga kepada keluarga yg punyai harta yg melimpah ruah,

sentiasa bersenang-senang & bersuka-sukaan,

sentiasa ada teman-teman di sisi.....

cemburu?

tidak lain & tidak bukan,

memang kerja setan!

Dan aku tahu,

ramai yg telah tumpas

dan aku tidak mahu jatuh dalam jeratnya...

aku pernah bertanya seorang sahabat yg telah lama aku kenali,

hidupnya hampir ku gambarkan dengan satu perkataan;

PERFECT!

tapi aku selalu lupa,

bahawa manusia itu tak pernah sempurna.

hidupnya juga penuh liku,

dan aku merasa dia dan aku tiada beza,

membuatkan rasa cemburuku ini sia-sia....

use you envy for something positive; let say for the sake of our studies.

but not until you make somebody falls apart!

the most important thing is: BE GRATEFUL & THANKFUL FOR WHAT YOU HAVE, YOU'LL NEVER KNOW WHEN YOU ARE GONNA NEED THEM

treat everybody nicely, 'cause they might be the one who helps you in the future....

becoming SOMEBODY

bismillahirrahmanirrahim....

agak lama tidak menjenguk menulis sebarang entri utk blog ini, jadi rasanya ada beberapa perkara yang terlintas di fikiran saya utk dikongsi dengan semua....



becoming SOMEBODY, menjadi seseorang merupakan antara satu perkara yang saya selalu terfikir belakangan ini, kerana apabila difikirkan kembali, rasanya terlalu sukar utk membina identiti diri.

sementelahan pula saya sering melabel diri saya sebagai seorang yg fleksibel, tetapi hakikatnya lebih kepada tidak kisah atau peduli......

ada juga yg menafsirkan kenyataan di atas lebih condong ke arah tidak mempunyai pendirian atau LALANG....



pun begitu, saya lebih suka utk mengambil sesuatu perkara itu ke arah yg p0sitif. mungkin membentuk identiti diri itu tidak sesukar mana, tetapi membentuk jati diri yg teguh itulah yg harus saya risaukan.....



dengan segala macam bentuk perkara yg membawa ke arah kelalaian, kadang kala membentuk jati diri itu bagai tidak termasuk dalam agenda diri....selalu juga diri bagai lemah dan tak daya utk menangkis segala dugaan dan cabaran, tetapi kekuatan hati itu mesti dicari!



Jadi, marilah kita menjadi seseorang yg prioritinya hanya menjadi seorang hamba ALLAH yg taat, insyaALLAH.........


sometimes, u need to see urself from other persons eyes, so that u can see ur weaknesses & fix it

damn bzzzz......

salaam........
sangat sibuk n penat sampai susah gilerr nk 0n9!
EVENTS2 YG BERLAKU THIS WEEk:

~pergi driving less0n yg 1st & the experience is quite bad, i guess......kerana sgt2 blur.
~ade ceramah tp x sedia langsung,pen satu p0n x bawak & lepas tu thank god sume OK!
alhamdulillah

~daddy ku demam,aku la jd nurse suku masa c0z kne keje.huhuuuu.....teruk gak my dad demam,nasib la x masuk h0spital.
alhamdulillah

~br0ther ku yg sgt bz dgn assignment, dye bukak utube 4 his w0rk.
~adik yg c0ncern begitu baik bertanye"tgk pe tu?",b0le plak my br0 ckp"tgh teng0k sp0ngeb0b ni".
~walhal dye tgh tng0k diz 0ne pr0f berucap,da p0int is aku tau la its a lecture tapi aku tanye pasal ape.sab0 j0 la.....

tima kasih!

weird0 n gr0ssing stuff!

assalamuaalikum,

the t0pic that i want t0 say here may t0uch pe0ple fr0m different races but i just want t0 highlight the distructi0n that is happening within 0ur c0untry.s0 let me remind anyb0dy wh0 have narr0w-minded kind of thinking n0t t0 read my th0ughts...

recently i've been t0 mid valley with my family & guess what? there's an .......... c0uple kissing lips t0 lips in the public & they l00king pr0ud d0ing it. at that exact m0ment i was quite sh0ck to see 0ur bel0ved malaysian acting s0 rudely....eventh0ugh they were n0t a muslim, but what i want t0 stress here is where is 0ur dignity & pride as easterners that we have practice all this while!
EXCUSE ME PE0PLE, THIS IS MALAYSIA & IT ISN'T UNITED STATES!!!

my advice t0 all 0f y0u 0ut there,keep all the s0-called r0mantic stuff within y0ur private terit0ries.
even y0u have been married please sh0w s0me respect t0 0ther pe0ple ar0und y0u,especially the little 0nes...

p/s:dear readers,

if y0u have anything 0n y0ur mind regarding this matter,y0ur feedback is M0ST WELC0ME!

[d0 c0rrect my grammar if there's any err0r in this article... :) ]