~ I N S P I R A T I O N ~

ASSALAMUALAIKUM.

today's entry revolves around my perspectives on somebody that i'm in debt forever, because of many things he gave me, which i'll treasure for the rest of my life...

MAJID BIN MAAROF.

He is nobody to many people, but to me, he's one of the man i've looked up to during my early years of childhood. well, living with him for quite number of years was clearly the biggest influence but the dedication he put in everything he does, the way he treats people earns him respects of those around him but never once gamble his principle on life. he may not have all the money in the world. the hardship have taught him on becoming a better person and how he tried his best to make us understand better of this complicated little world we live in.

WHO is this Majid? he is my beloved grandpa which already passed away but living a legacy of spirited souls behind him to make us realize that even though life falls hard on you, even there are dark clouds in front of you coming, try hard to fight the odds and try hard to find the lights.

He taught me and the rests of our family members. and the most important thing is : to have faith in ALLAH in both good and bad times...

ATUK, i owe you a big favour of this lessons you gave me and only ALLAH can repay your kindness...

-ALFATIHAH-

uni life!

assalamualaikum...

here to meet, again!

it' been (this time around i'm not sure =p) quite some time...

even though the finals are sooo000ooo near, i just couldn't resist to write after such a long time...

life here in uni is 360 degrees totally different than before, or i'm the one who just bragging? haha, i couldn't make it out either, but one thing for sure is TIME does fly so, so, so, so,........ fast! i couldn't even believe that the first semester is almost over, with all the new friends, assignments, fieldwork, + emotional ups & downs that definitely colored my life, but this small, unimportant things that sometimes shape us into something that we couldn't understand ourselves...

aha, i just remember what my brother's said about me being busy, & that's weird because i always known to become a busy fella (self-conscious statement =p).

i know that those co-curricular activities wasn't any important, but i couldn't resist the temptation of participating into some kind of activity, especially in college ... huhu

but what is more important for me is to strike a BALANCE, pray for me to have it...

:)

every challenge you face is another door to explore your new talents and potentials, so let's embrace it with a high spirit & soul!

FINALLY!

assalamualaikum....

another entry yet to be written, of course by me!

it's about 8 months since i last posted an entry, therefore i vow to write more on my blog [ eventhough i don't think people would even care i'm posting an entry or not, haha doesn't matter anyway :] ]

it's good to see your thoughts written, as if it reflects my personality...

because i think we can see people personality seen through the way they write, and sometimes, even speaking.

okay, enough about that.

now, it's time to change the mind-setting on the world, as i'm now entering the new chapter of my life, yet ~ UNIVERSITY!

totally will be challenging, tough & crazy roller-coaster ride, but i hope i'm ready...

insyaAllah....

:]

beneath it all. . .

BISMILLAHIRRAHMANIRRAHIM...

salaam!

it's been ages since i last wrote on my blog!

well, my result for the first semester was very frustrating...letting down the hope of your loved ones was really breaking me to pieces...

when i look at the result all by myself, i didn't feel anything yet..... but the hardest part is yet to come : telling my parents the awful truth that i didn't get quite a good result...

the feeling this time around was a bit different as the result is quite crucial for the courses that i'm going to take, but things doesn't come out the way i wanted it to be...

at first, i called abah...

my tears already flowing down even before i got to speak to him, and i was too sad at that moment...its like the world has gone against me...

but abah as usual was very relaxed and even questioned me about the necessities of crying at that particular moment... he seems not to care about the result at all, just telling me to calm and relax.......

and surprisingly, only a single phone call is needed for me to be calm and relax... because i know in the end of the day, my family will be the one to catch me every single time i fall...

no matter how bad the fall is, no matter how far i have fall into, there will always be somebody who will help me, making it through the tough days ahead...

because i know they are the one who accepts me no matter what...

with this opportunity also, i would like to thank the persons beside my family members who help me through that day, my beloved roommates who consoles me in the time of my need...and pai as well, thanks guys...

now i have thousands of opportunity lies in front me, i just have to work a bit harder for this new semester so that i won't be missing anything!

~ALLAH GIVES ME THE TEST BECAUSE HE KNOWS I CAN HANDLE IT WELL, AND THERE'S DEFINITELY SOMETHING GOOD COMING IN THE FUTURE...IT'S JUST THAT I CAN'T SEE IT RIGHT NOW...~

INSYAALLAH, i'm going to try my very best to get what i want, because of HIM!

-519N1N9 0FF-

bismillahirrahmanirrahim...

salaam....

there's been a lot of things going on:

~mr taufiQ's conv0 [ congrats bro! ]

~muet.... [ r u ready? insyaALLAH! :) ]

~semester 2 coming up!!!

+ a few things that is quite confidential that i can't mention here [ sorry! ]

when i think back about all the stuff that has happens [regarding how big or small it is ], i should always be grateful with whatever i'm having right now...

i know that what i'm having right now maybe not as good as what other people are having but knowing that you have the persons that will always have your back no matter what is the most important thing in the whole wide world!

they maybe have some flaws here & there, but we should embrace people with what they are...especially our loved ones, because no matter how bad they are acting to you, in the end they are still your blood...

okay, enough with the emotional part..., now its time for me to get ready for a new semester that surely will bring a lot more surprises, challenges, & insyaALLAH successes along the way!

2 all my loved ones [ my dearly family, relatives & loyal friends ],

thanks for sticking with me throughout the journey,

even though we are far apart & rarely get the chance to meet up,

it doesn't mean you are not in my heart....

wish me luck for my muet & exam results!

519n1n9 0ff... :]

update...

salam....

bismillahirrahmanirrahim.

it has been ages since the last time i updating my blog[ i guess... ],

but anyway anyhow i've just fininshed my finals for the 1st sem...

YA ALLAH, the Q was very tough, [ m3 especially] but i think i've given my best

& i pray hard that INSYAALLAH i'll get a good [flying colour ] result,

AMIIINNN...

okay enough about the exams detail, now its time 2 prepare 4 my muet!

hahahahaha...muet is just around the corner and in fact i already finished the speaking test & i think that also went well.... so now i have to prepare for listening, reading and writing test [ nov 7 ], and hopefully get a band 6 [ a very, very high hope ],

wish me luck & pray for my success people...

before i end the entry for this time, i just want to say a lot of thanks to my family [ my parents especially] who have given me a tremendeous courage and support throughout the exam period...

ONLY ALLAH CAN REPAY ALL OF YOUR KINDNESS....

~ in love with them indefinitely ~

[ can't help but also to love: -lady gaga~paparazzi, -kings of leon~use somebody ]

signing off,

WASSALAM.

env1ousness....

SALAM.........

envy?

memang aku cemburukan org lain...

mereka semua dapat apa yg mereka idamkan,

dari keputusan peperiksaan yg cemerlang,

hingga kepada keluarga yg punyai harta yg melimpah ruah,

sentiasa bersenang-senang & bersuka-sukaan,

sentiasa ada teman-teman di sisi.....

cemburu?

tidak lain & tidak bukan,

memang kerja setan!

Dan aku tahu,

ramai yg telah tumpas

dan aku tidak mahu jatuh dalam jeratnya...

aku pernah bertanya seorang sahabat yg telah lama aku kenali,

hidupnya hampir ku gambarkan dengan satu perkataan;

PERFECT!

tapi aku selalu lupa,

bahawa manusia itu tak pernah sempurna.

hidupnya juga penuh liku,

dan aku merasa dia dan aku tiada beza,

membuatkan rasa cemburuku ini sia-sia....

use you envy for something positive; let say for the sake of our studies.

but not until you make somebody falls apart!

the most important thing is: BE GRATEFUL & THANKFUL FOR WHAT YOU HAVE, YOU'LL NEVER KNOW WHEN YOU ARE GONNA NEED THEM

treat everybody nicely, 'cause they might be the one who helps you in the future....

my abah

kalau tak dapat result yg bagus pun, balik rumah macam biasa.
jangan nak buat drama mcm upsr dulu, apa pun keputusan kamu
abah tetap terima seadanya...

kata2 abah tu membuatkan aku sebak & terharu, memikirkan walau betapa buruk, teruk, atau hinanya kita di mata 0rang, ibu bapa kita tetap terima kita kerana kita darah daging mereka. kitalah harta mereka....

abah tiba2 bercakap sebegitu ketika di dapur petang tadi (11 mac) dan aku c0verline dengan pura2 haus & ambil air di fridge. aku cuma berkata pada abah, thank you, walhal aku tgh tahan air mata yg nk jatuh...

abah sebenarnya nk hantar aku ke sek0lah untuk ambil result, tapi macam biasa aku yg k0n0nnya baik menolak.mujur abah x berkeras nak ikut....
memang habit aku agaknya, masa pmr pun aku tak bagi abah ikut.
entahlah, aku lebih senang pergi sendiri....
aku sebenarnya takut kalau result aku tak el0k...
tapi s00ner 0r later abah akan tau jugak, tapi aku tetap aku....
biarlah...

aku cuma mampu berd0a yg m0ga2 keputusan aku yg akan keluar 10 jam lagi ni tak akan mengecewakan abah & mummy.......

YA ALLAH, KAU bantulah hambamu yg lemah dan serba kekurangan ini............