~ I N S P I R A T I O N ~

ASSALAMUALAIKUM.

today's entry revolves around my perspectives on somebody that i'm in debt forever, because of many things he gave me, which i'll treasure for the rest of my life...

MAJID BIN MAAROF.

He is nobody to many people, but to me, he's one of the man i've looked up to during my early years of childhood. well, living with him for quite number of years was clearly the biggest influence but the dedication he put in everything he does, the way he treats people earns him respects of those around him but never once gamble his principle on life. he may not have all the money in the world. the hardship have taught him on becoming a better person and how he tried his best to make us understand better of this complicated little world we live in.

WHO is this Majid? he is my beloved grandpa which already passed away but living a legacy of spirited souls behind him to make us realize that even though life falls hard on you, even there are dark clouds in front of you coming, try hard to fight the odds and try hard to find the lights.

He taught me and the rests of our family members. and the most important thing is : to have faith in ALLAH in both good and bad times...

ATUK, i owe you a big favour of this lessons you gave me and only ALLAH can repay your kindness...

-ALFATIHAH-

beneath it all. . .

BISMILLAHIRRAHMANIRRAHIM...

salaam!

it's been ages since i last wrote on my blog!

well, my result for the first semester was very frustrating...letting down the hope of your loved ones was really breaking me to pieces...

when i look at the result all by myself, i didn't feel anything yet..... but the hardest part is yet to come : telling my parents the awful truth that i didn't get quite a good result...

the feeling this time around was a bit different as the result is quite crucial for the courses that i'm going to take, but things doesn't come out the way i wanted it to be...

at first, i called abah...

my tears already flowing down even before i got to speak to him, and i was too sad at that moment...its like the world has gone against me...

but abah as usual was very relaxed and even questioned me about the necessities of crying at that particular moment... he seems not to care about the result at all, just telling me to calm and relax.......

and surprisingly, only a single phone call is needed for me to be calm and relax... because i know in the end of the day, my family will be the one to catch me every single time i fall...

no matter how bad the fall is, no matter how far i have fall into, there will always be somebody who will help me, making it through the tough days ahead...

because i know they are the one who accepts me no matter what...

with this opportunity also, i would like to thank the persons beside my family members who help me through that day, my beloved roommates who consoles me in the time of my need...and pai as well, thanks guys...

now i have thousands of opportunity lies in front me, i just have to work a bit harder for this new semester so that i won't be missing anything!

~ALLAH GIVES ME THE TEST BECAUSE HE KNOWS I CAN HANDLE IT WELL, AND THERE'S DEFINITELY SOMETHING GOOD COMING IN THE FUTURE...IT'S JUST THAT I CAN'T SEE IT RIGHT NOW...~

INSYAALLAH, i'm going to try my very best to get what i want, because of HIM!

-519N1N9 0FF-

bismillahirrahmanirrahim...

salaam....

there's been a lot of things going on:

~mr taufiQ's conv0 [ congrats bro! ]

~muet.... [ r u ready? insyaALLAH! :) ]

~semester 2 coming up!!!

+ a few things that is quite confidential that i can't mention here [ sorry! ]

when i think back about all the stuff that has happens [regarding how big or small it is ], i should always be grateful with whatever i'm having right now...

i know that what i'm having right now maybe not as good as what other people are having but knowing that you have the persons that will always have your back no matter what is the most important thing in the whole wide world!

they maybe have some flaws here & there, but we should embrace people with what they are...especially our loved ones, because no matter how bad they are acting to you, in the end they are still your blood...

okay, enough with the emotional part..., now its time for me to get ready for a new semester that surely will bring a lot more surprises, challenges, & insyaALLAH successes along the way!

2 all my loved ones [ my dearly family, relatives & loyal friends ],

thanks for sticking with me throughout the journey,

even though we are far apart & rarely get the chance to meet up,

it doesn't mean you are not in my heart....

wish me luck for my muet & exam results!

519n1n9 0ff... :]

update...

salam....

bismillahirrahmanirrahim.

it has been ages since the last time i updating my blog[ i guess... ],

but anyway anyhow i've just fininshed my finals for the 1st sem...

YA ALLAH, the Q was very tough, [ m3 especially] but i think i've given my best

& i pray hard that INSYAALLAH i'll get a good [flying colour ] result,

AMIIINNN...

okay enough about the exams detail, now its time 2 prepare 4 my muet!

hahahahaha...muet is just around the corner and in fact i already finished the speaking test & i think that also went well.... so now i have to prepare for listening, reading and writing test [ nov 7 ], and hopefully get a band 6 [ a very, very high hope ],

wish me luck & pray for my success people...

before i end the entry for this time, i just want to say a lot of thanks to my family [ my parents especially] who have given me a tremendeous courage and support throughout the exam period...

ONLY ALLAH CAN REPAY ALL OF YOUR KINDNESS....

~ in love with them indefinitely ~

[ can't help but also to love: -lady gaga~paparazzi, -kings of leon~use somebody ]

signing off,

WASSALAM.