i'm g0ing away...

devastated, sad, ashamed is among the emotion that i felt when i realize that i didn't get the university offer.....

maybe, i hang my hope t00 high in the sky i guess....i even questioned myself:
CAN I SURVIVE THE MATRICULATION?
WHAT IF I FAIL?
WHAT IF CAN'T GET A GOOD RESULT?
HOW AM I GOING TO CONTINUE MY STUDIES IF EVERYTHING WENT WRONG?
(P/S: i get a matriculation offer in changlun, kedah )

all this (-)ve thoughts streaming into my mind, but suddenly i was stunned!

i reminded myself that i should take things (+)vely, because i know that ALLAH will not give His slave things that they can't handle.
& i believe that everything happen for a reason, a reason that only ALLAH knows.
His my creator, thus He knows what is the best for His slave.
Maybe, He wants me to take this as a challenge, to enlighten my spirit to pursue my greatest dream........

i also doesn't have to make a choice whether to go to university or matriculation, like most of my friends who have to decide which path they want to take.
i will not have to make the hard decision that they have to make,
definitely, this event has its own HIKMAH.......

HOPEFULLY, I WILL GET TO ACHIEVE MY AMBITION, TO BECOME A HUMBLE SERVANT OF ALLAH THAT CAN MAKE USE FULL OF MY POTENTIAL TO HELP PEOPLE,
INSYAALLAH...