selangor VS kelantan

assalamualaikum...

for this entry, i would like to share my experience watching the FA cup final.

~the game is coincidently played by the PR states
Kelantan:pas, Selangor:pkr
hahaha...i don't really care about this stuff, but there are several IRRESPONSIBLE
supporter who brings the flag of the political party[ so lame], so i can't help but
noticing this situation

~the game also brought in political leaders of different ideologies at the same time.
the newly appointed minister of youth & sport[ i don't remember his name exactly,
sorry ], khairy jamaluddin [ he only arrives during the half-time ], & anwar
anwar ibrahim was there too, he even sits near the minister[ the one he debates on
national tv ], what a little world after all, huh?
moral of the story, i think you guys are smart enough to know, right?

~so let's get back to the game!
both team showed a tremendous effort of a high fighting spirit in the game, but i can't
help but feel a little bit off about the referee because eventhough i support the
Selangor team, the ref seems a little harder on the Kelantan team.
i don't know, maybe it's just my feelings i guess. but alhamdulillah, Selangor won it in the end.

the pictures that i uploaded here consists a bit during the game & also after game party in shah alam as well...

that's all folks,
WASSALAM....

i'm g0ing away...

devastated, sad, ashamed is among the emotion that i felt when i realize that i didn't get the university offer.....

maybe, i hang my hope t00 high in the sky i guess....i even questioned myself:
CAN I SURVIVE THE MATRICULATION?
WHAT IF I FAIL?
WHAT IF CAN'T GET A GOOD RESULT?
HOW AM I GOING TO CONTINUE MY STUDIES IF EVERYTHING WENT WRONG?
(P/S: i get a matriculation offer in changlun, kedah )

all this (-)ve thoughts streaming into my mind, but suddenly i was stunned!

i reminded myself that i should take things (+)vely, because i know that ALLAH will not give His slave things that they can't handle.
& i believe that everything happen for a reason, a reason that only ALLAH knows.
His my creator, thus He knows what is the best for His slave.
Maybe, He wants me to take this as a challenge, to enlighten my spirit to pursue my greatest dream........

i also doesn't have to make a choice whether to go to university or matriculation, like most of my friends who have to decide which path they want to take.
i will not have to make the hard decision that they have to make,
definitely, this event has its own HIKMAH.......

HOPEFULLY, I WILL GET TO ACHIEVE MY AMBITION, TO BECOME A HUMBLE SERVANT OF ALLAH THAT CAN MAKE USE FULL OF MY POTENTIAL TO HELP PEOPLE,
INSYAALLAH...

env1ousness....

SALAM.........

envy?

memang aku cemburukan org lain...

mereka semua dapat apa yg mereka idamkan,

dari keputusan peperiksaan yg cemerlang,

hingga kepada keluarga yg punyai harta yg melimpah ruah,

sentiasa bersenang-senang & bersuka-sukaan,

sentiasa ada teman-teman di sisi.....

cemburu?

tidak lain & tidak bukan,

memang kerja setan!

Dan aku tahu,

ramai yg telah tumpas

dan aku tidak mahu jatuh dalam jeratnya...

aku pernah bertanya seorang sahabat yg telah lama aku kenali,

hidupnya hampir ku gambarkan dengan satu perkataan;

PERFECT!

tapi aku selalu lupa,

bahawa manusia itu tak pernah sempurna.

hidupnya juga penuh liku,

dan aku merasa dia dan aku tiada beza,

membuatkan rasa cemburuku ini sia-sia....

use you envy for something positive; let say for the sake of our studies.

but not until you make somebody falls apart!

the most important thing is: BE GRATEFUL & THANKFUL FOR WHAT YOU HAVE, YOU'LL NEVER KNOW WHEN YOU ARE GONNA NEED THEM

treat everybody nicely, 'cause they might be the one who helps you in the future....

becoming SOMEBODY

bismillahirrahmanirrahim....

agak lama tidak menjenguk menulis sebarang entri utk blog ini, jadi rasanya ada beberapa perkara yang terlintas di fikiran saya utk dikongsi dengan semua....



becoming SOMEBODY, menjadi seseorang merupakan antara satu perkara yang saya selalu terfikir belakangan ini, kerana apabila difikirkan kembali, rasanya terlalu sukar utk membina identiti diri.

sementelahan pula saya sering melabel diri saya sebagai seorang yg fleksibel, tetapi hakikatnya lebih kepada tidak kisah atau peduli......

ada juga yg menafsirkan kenyataan di atas lebih condong ke arah tidak mempunyai pendirian atau LALANG....



pun begitu, saya lebih suka utk mengambil sesuatu perkara itu ke arah yg p0sitif. mungkin membentuk identiti diri itu tidak sesukar mana, tetapi membentuk jati diri yg teguh itulah yg harus saya risaukan.....



dengan segala macam bentuk perkara yg membawa ke arah kelalaian, kadang kala membentuk jati diri itu bagai tidak termasuk dalam agenda diri....selalu juga diri bagai lemah dan tak daya utk menangkis segala dugaan dan cabaran, tetapi kekuatan hati itu mesti dicari!



Jadi, marilah kita menjadi seseorang yg prioritinya hanya menjadi seorang hamba ALLAH yg taat, insyaALLAH.........


sometimes, u need to see urself from other persons eyes, so that u can see ur weaknesses & fix it

happy+sad

assalamualaikum!

today is a day where the feelings is kind of mix of here n there, but alhamdulillah, so far so good.

i just earn my gaji, so now i am planning my expenses 4 the month. looks like i'm going to use them quite a lot, but as long i didn't give trouble my parents, insyaALLAH it will all be good.

speaking of my parents, my parents have been separating 4 a while....not because of some marriage problem [ALHAMDULILLAH], but my dad has been sent to china with a bunch of people to work on something regarding rubber industry n the potential [i think so]....
by the time i'm writing my entry my dad is on the plane, its almost midnight n he suppose to go by now.
i'm only hoping n praying that everything will be fine, insyaALLAH....

anyway, i'm just glad that ALLAH has given me the opp0rtunity to live today n hopefully tomorrow as well...

so people, i just want to remind u that whatever we do with our life, make sure we are doing the right thing because it is the best way to live our life....

SITI NUR HIDAYAH QUOTED:
never regret anything that already happen 'coz it will only wasting ur time, so its better to think about the future ' coz we still can do something for our future if we try hard

feels,rasa,...

salaam...
tak berniat utk bercakap byk psd entry kali ini, cuman nk berterima kasih pd semua yg telah memberi kesempatan utk hamba ALLAH yg lemah ini, walau result spm x segempak mana...

to the dearest persons in my life; i don't have to mention who you are, you guys know who you are....

whatever the path that we are going to take, i just want to wish all of you the best of luck!
be ready to take chances & open yourself to a new perspective of life.
LET'S FACE THE LIFE & EMBRACE IT WITH OPEN ARMS
hidayah/adie

my abah

kalau tak dapat result yg bagus pun, balik rumah macam biasa.
jangan nak buat drama mcm upsr dulu, apa pun keputusan kamu
abah tetap terima seadanya...

kata2 abah tu membuatkan aku sebak & terharu, memikirkan walau betapa buruk, teruk, atau hinanya kita di mata 0rang, ibu bapa kita tetap terima kita kerana kita darah daging mereka. kitalah harta mereka....

abah tiba2 bercakap sebegitu ketika di dapur petang tadi (11 mac) dan aku c0verline dengan pura2 haus & ambil air di fridge. aku cuma berkata pada abah, thank you, walhal aku tgh tahan air mata yg nk jatuh...

abah sebenarnya nk hantar aku ke sek0lah untuk ambil result, tapi macam biasa aku yg k0n0nnya baik menolak.mujur abah x berkeras nak ikut....
memang habit aku agaknya, masa pmr pun aku tak bagi abah ikut.
entahlah, aku lebih senang pergi sendiri....
aku sebenarnya takut kalau result aku tak el0k...
tapi s00ner 0r later abah akan tau jugak, tapi aku tetap aku....
biarlah...

aku cuma mampu berd0a yg m0ga2 keputusan aku yg akan keluar 10 jam lagi ni tak akan mengecewakan abah & mummy.......

YA ALLAH, KAU bantulah hambamu yg lemah dan serba kekurangan ini............