salaam!
it's been ages since i last wrote on my blog!
well, my result for the first semester was very frustrating...letting down the hope of your loved ones was really breaking me to pieces...
when i look at the result all by myself, i didn't feel anything yet..... but the hardest part is yet to come : telling my parents the awful truth that i didn't get quite a good result...
the feeling this time around was a bit different as the result is quite crucial for the courses that i'm going to take, but things doesn't come out the way i wanted it to be...
at first, i called abah...
my tears already flowing down even before i got to speak to him, and i was too sad at that moment...its like the world has gone against me...
but abah as usual was very relaxed and even questioned me about the necessities of crying at that particular moment... he seems not to care about the result at all, just telling me to calm and relax.......
and surprisingly, only a single phone call is needed for me to be calm and relax... because i know in the end of the day, my family will be the one to catch me every single time i fall...
no matter how bad the fall is, no matter how far i have fall into, there will always be somebody who will help me, making it through the tough days ahead...
because i know they are the one who accepts me no matter what...
with this opportunity also, i would like to thank the persons beside my family members who help me through that day, my beloved roommates who consoles me in the time of my need...and pai as well, thanks guys...
now i have thousands of opportunity lies in front me, i just have to work a bit harder for this new semester so that i won't be missing anything!
~ALLAH GIVES ME THE TEST BECAUSE HE KNOWS I CAN HANDLE IT WELL, AND THERE'S DEFINITELY SOMETHING GOOD COMING IN THE FUTURE...IT'S JUST THAT I CAN'T SEE IT RIGHT NOW...~
INSYAALLAH, i'm going to try my very best to get what i want, because of HIM!
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